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[Mike1]

I have thought about my life way
I must be welcome every day
But it was only my illusion
I don’t want to say something in conclusion

I was thinking about the fame
But I have been the one to blame
I was looking for fortune people and tried to do the same
But the happiness didn’t came

I haven’t got so many friends
I have envied so happy bands
I opened for them my big hands
I was unloved without famous brands

I don’t need teacher, I am master
For nothing I wanted to grow more faster
On every step I had a disaster
Beyond my back was only laughter

Much people always tought me how to live
How much love I must to give
They didn’t want to belive
But now I am not able to forgive

I was thinking about fortune all this night
My life looks like the cruel fight
I will not give in in search of good life
I have a hope. I will survive.

[Pavlovsky]

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[Mike1]

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